Nerds out of love: Cause you just won’t get any.

When I grow attached to someone and develop feelings of “Like” towards them and they don’t feel the same way (which is a lot) I tend to distance myself as far as I can from that person. Recently I made a friendship weird and awkward because I told the friend that I had a crush on them when I wasn’t even sure that I did in fact have a crush on them. It was a “I’m a lonely person with hardly any friends and I don’t know anything and I just thought I liked you” type crush.
I think anyone who reads what I write will know by now when it comes to being social.. I’m not the greatest. In fact I’m rather shit at it and and most “Crushes” that I experience are “I’m a lonely person with hardly any friends and I don’t know anything and I just thought I liked you” type crushes. It’s sort of like I find a new friend who is a girl and I haven’t really experienced much friendship in my life to know what constitutes as “like” so I just say yes this is definitely crush.. I “like” this girl when really it’s just a friendship and I’m too stupid to realize that. 

I don’t know if any of this is making sense but what I’m trying to say is don’t get close to me because I’ll end up running from your friendship or telling you that I have feelings towards you and you’ll feel awkward and weird and it’ll make our friendship shit/non-existent and then I won’t have to run away because I would already be far far away.